
They went out when they were in highschool, and were in love but never got beyond 3rd base before breaking up. Why? Because when young uke gave seme a blow job, it freaked young seme out and he ghosted. Fast forward 20 years. Old seme never forgot his first love, so when they met again, tried to start over from a more mature stance.

Most people who get ghosted are more upset than the one who do the ghosting, I would think. Like, he thought they were in love but then boyfriend starts drifting off with no explanation after a sex act. All sorts of thoughts and insecurities would go through his head. Maybe even screwed up his life for a bit. I'd certainly be upset if years later he tried to hook up again...
Can someone please explain the first story? I can't piece it together.
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