Hang in there sweetie! It's bound to get better. I know how it feels to be put down by those around you, and it is hard especially when parents are part of those kinds of people; but you are beautiful for who you are! Don't let others make you feel inferior for whatever reason! I'm rooting for you!!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I'm so sorry that happened to you. Reallly, it's most important to love yourself and to focus on living the best way possible for you. Socialise with ppl with good energies, set goals for yourself and live a healthy life. Get therapy if you can. That's my advice!(づ￣ ³￣)づ
He reminded me constantly that women are weak. In all my efforts to impress him as a child, he reminded me that it was such a shame that I was born a woman. He loved any family friends' children who were boys and seemed to be envious of those parents. When I had severe period pains and couldn't do something, he called it excuses to be lazy. Years down the line and here I am with very low self esteem, unable to socialize and unable to keep a relationship because I feel like I'm constantly undervalued because I am a woman. It's really hard to get over issues implanted by your parents over years and i don't even know where to start without feeling like killing myself.