(⊙…⊙ ) Oh god I think i will be having a sad week after reading this. The story is g...

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yes he will die :'> at the end of the story.

Thank you for the reply eventhough it leaves my heart ache

I have another question please answer if you can
will the seme die too??
like does he commit suicide or it’s unsure (・・?)

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If the seme you're talking about is the one who cheated on Zhi shu then yes. I don't quite remember what he said at the end of the story but to sum it up, he would try to live out for another 4 years to make up for those 4 years Zhi shu had to suffer alone fighting with his illness.

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and then killed himself :'>

Thank you for answering ;w; when you said “if your talking about is the seme that cheated” since I wasn’t very specific on which seme sorry about that (＞人＜;)
does that mean the other seme is the doctor ? like does the uke have a sexual relationship with the doctor later on ? Or they were just pretty much friends till the end ?
⊂((・x・))⊃

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Yeah the other seme is the doctor. In fact, he was the one who stood beside Zhi shu until the end even though Zhi Shu didn't love him. Zhi Shu (uke) and the doctor did it so yes they had a sexual relationship, but it was the first but also the last for the both of them. Since Zhi Shu couldn't fall in love with him plus his illness kept getting worse so he couldn't do anything fo the doctor in return, so Zhi Shu suggested having sex with the doctor as a repayment. Of course, that broke the doctor's heart and so they didn't do it. The second time happened quite naturally. I don't really remember the details but it was sort of like they needed each other's warmth so they just kinda did it :'> Oh yeah I forgot to mention that the doctor fell in love with Zhi Shu but Zhi Shu couldn't forget his ex so... :'>

Thank you so much for answering my questions :) ugh the feels, my heart ... this is really sad that it hurts so much 。・°°・(╥﹏╥ )・°°・。