I AGREE!!!!!
Right? a character development can only save her. She's not a bad character but not exactly good either.
Honestly I though the portrial of the mc is very good because the author is hitting good topics of anxiety and insecurity. We do things to try to lessen that anxiety and that could be anything; just like with the mc she beliefs if she tries to fit in (because she has always been an outcast when she was young) thinking it will help her relieve that anxiety, but she still find herself not trusting the people around her because of her past experience. It’s easy to over look things when your anxious
That correct too but hey, I think she knows well that using a person to gain some new friends is a while different topic. That's bad . That can't explain her behavior.
Doesn't really matter if what she's doing is good or wrong, her feelings and insecurities are so perfectly portrayed that it actually reminds you how humans can be in some situations. I don't think the author did that so we could hate on her character, but to understand it instead
But the moment she said that she needs that boyfriend because of that circle of friends that he can offer I felt like shit and didn't liked her already. Why would you need a circle of friends when u got a real friend by your side already? I get that she's really insecure and has anxiety. But ffs there's a friend that didn't left her -that already came from her mouth. Was she that thirsty for friends? Friends are supposed to come naturally. Not gained by having a bf .