I hate this.

Asuka Nikiforovna December 13, 2018 7:17 pm

I loathe the seme with all my might. That's pretty clear, but I also hate this luck of communication between them. They loved each other in the past and even if the seme is acting like a fucker I want to hope that deep down in his heart he still loves the uke (I can't remember their names now cause I'm mad af)... So, now that I made this clear could someone please tell me why the fuck they don't communicate at all? I understand that the uke probably doesn't want to tell the truth about his cancer in order to not worry and hurt his biyfriend but STILL how can you hide something like this from the person you love? One day you will be gone for good, don't you think that even if your lover is a big piece of shit he deserves to know the truth?
Moreover, I also hate the fact that the uke doesn't treasure himself at all. He refuses any therapy, he's just going with the flow without even trying to fight that fucking desease. He's just giving up...WHY DON'T YOU APPRECIATE YOUR LIFE MORE? You have people who care for you, you fool, understand? Nobody deserves this shitty life you have but still fight at least, don't just let yourself die like this...in pain, anger and loneliness.

Responses
    natsuka December 13, 2018 7:46 pm

    Well some people have different mid.. its because the uke hurt enough for seme sheated on him so he can think his life has no meaning anymore like that ,,, sometime i have that feeling too why i still alive if my only love does not love me anymore. And also do you remember when he's going to doctor and when the uke is back, thhe seme just ask his medicine,, from that the uke may thing the seme did not care for him anymore, so he will not tell the seme