Right it left me with a weird uncomfortable awkwardness
same lol i couldnt be a fangirl for this one
No me neither unfortunately, I wanted it to be good too but it just wasn't. Everything about it is just off somehow I just really don't get why though it's bugging the shit out of me lol
i am happy i am not the only one who thinks this way (๑•ㅂ•)و✧(づ￣ ³￣)づ
i’ve always thought that the discomfort i felt while reading this was because of the old lover dying and then raine becoming depressed, which gave the story a gloomy feeling throughout it, and him then filling his loneliness by adopting a child gave the story more of a gloomy feeling as well. not to mention it made you feel awkward and uncomfortable. but i don’t know that’s what i feel reading this.
Ooooo maybe (⌒▽⌒)
YES, exactly! It was weird to have this child/age Gap/vampire/adoptive dad/prostitute dynamic all in one manga,and the sum of all parts in uncomfy. When he said the line about watching his adoptive kid's dick grow over time in the bathtub scene... I was soooo out. So fucking creepy.
Omg same.
More than few things went wrong in this story tbh....lol
Yes! Right exactly, fucking beyond weird right shota feeling bullshit! But without the shota, I hate anything remotely creepy about kids and this was enough for me to hate just enough for me to feel beyond uncomfortable
something about this story bothers me, though i can't place exactly what it is.
i want to say it's because it's a child-grooming story but that doesn't make sense if the adult didn't actually raise the child to be his sexual partner, and it's not a shotacon story either because the child grew into adulthood (albeit at an abnormal rate).
maybe it's just because of the adoption angle in general? it didn't seem necessary for the vampire's childhood to be touched on at all if he was going to grow into adulthood within a few months of the story itself.
i'm not sure, it's just a story that left me with a vague feeling of discomfort the entire time.