I agree, I feel like its just going too fast,
From what is seems to me, I feel like if he bottoms with this guy will make Mcquen jelous or triggered, but why would he do that becouse he seems like he is interested in him, but as you said he has a strong mindset that he is straight, I don't know I am conflicted too, Hope you understood what I said
This is something i was thinking too, maybe it's denial? He DID think he was straight, but had to admit having sex with a guy felt great when he topped. You can see he's awkward about the whole thing, but that's what's off to me, he's still coming across awkward about it while just diving straight in.
Idk. I feel like that's just kind of part of his personality. Pretty detached overall. He doesn't even seem to have much of a heart for romance anyway so I can believe how he might not have too much of a care for a strict sexuality. He obviously struggles somewhat because he's never been in guy on guy situations before but he knows his sole purpose for doing what he's doing is money. As far as the dildo thing goes, all i'm gonna say is he seems like the kind of guy who doesn't stress as much on pain as most do. That aside, That's why I like this comic so much. It's like watching a doll slowly gain emotions which were laid dormant in it. McQueen makes him feel uncomfortable because he's basically starting have feelings that he, probably, thought weren't even possible for him.

It's hot, but feels like it's moving too fast. He's very convinced he's straight, still has a guilty conscience about having gay sex, but he's just DIVING straight into it. All the sudden he's aggreeing to bottom and even shoving a dildo in by himself... he wasn't scared away by the enema or the guy telling him to loosen his asshole so he can take a girthy guy in... idk, it's just... off. It's like it skipped the buildup. It should've shown more of him losing his inhibitions before diving into the whole bottoming thing. Maybe another sexy event that made him unable to deny that he was curious, despite his straight guy mindset? Instead it's straight guy mindset into shoving a dildo up his ass after very quickly deciding he's going to bottom.