
This is an assumption but I think it’s depending on perspective - the same memory can be viewed differently by multiple people - one memory that seems like a happy moment may seem like that for one person while the opposite for the other and I think that’s what’s happening here -
the perspectives are shifted and now we see an altered precieved memory than previous seen - I hope that makes sense - this is just a guess tho

I was slightly confused as well (I've been reading since the beginning) and what helped me was to go back and read from the beginning. It helps a lot to get the chapters one after the other instead of breaking things up while waiting for chapters.
This story is amazing, and so deep! (no pun intended lol)
I don't know it¡f I am just stupid but I am kind of lost....like in previous seasons it seemed like the kidnapped guy was super mean with the kidnapper during childhood and did not even like him and now it seems they were lovers (?) if someone could explain it to me I will be very grateful thanks :)