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Damn, you'll like My Starry Sky then. It was a painful read but worth it in the end~
check out
Hina wa Mitsuiro no Koi ni Torawareru
if you haven't already.
I dream of a Yaoi where the seme slowly realizes he loves the uke and realizes what an utter shitbag he's been and tries to genuinely win the ukes affection. Or the seme just fucks off. One was BJ Alex where I feel the seme couldve have suffered more but at least there was an effort. The other where the seme fucks off was by Ogeretsu. That one, I was intrigued because the MC was the abuser and kinda explores how he had realized that and had to live with that.