
I think this one
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/complex_manda_ringo/

That plot of complex manda ringo irritated me, I'm re-reading it. And damn and I remember how painful it is.
Need manga like this one called: Twilight
https://www.nicoobook.com/archives/1220541.html
it looks so heartwarming and sad at the same time, and both seme and uke look lovable, sadly there isn't translation for it yet. ;_;

And btw, just to clarify, I don't actually hate the manga that I stated since it was pretty nice if u wanted to know. It was just a major life turning manga for me that made me open up to the struggles of life. Yeah, the plot was pretty terrible most of the time. Yeah, the manga was very saddening and heart wrenching(made me wanna punch the author). But it did teach me good things and when it ended, everything was resolved and peaceful. I do still have mixed feelings for that particular manga but there's no point crying over spilled milk (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Exactly. I have nothing against the plot because I love angst myself (especially when the trash realizes, even for a brief moment, just how trashy they are) so I have no idea where the OP is coming from. I am solely hating on the seme. Sad they don't seem to realize that.
Btw, OP, that expression you used for spilled milk is inaccurate or do you just leave the milk in a puddle to spoil w/o cleaning it up? Thx.
XD I don't know why people in the comments say they hate this. The plot of the manga is normal for me, I've seen worse such as yaoi where the seme who loves the uke so much, questions his sexuality and tries having sex with his female best friend secretly(w/out condoms) therefore ending up with her getting pregnant, them breaking up, and him taking responsibility, not to mention they're teenagers and the fact that they built the relationship of the seme and uke sooo welll just to end up in that situation is heart breaking. I felt bad for the uke tbh when the seme told him he cheated and ended up impregnating his BEST FRIEND. His crying face was sooo heart breaking.
So u all better harden up cuz life ain't easy. ( ̄へ ̄)