I think he was talking about the first time he saw Haesoo, one year ago, in that bookstore in chapter 22. He was definitely attracted to his beauty at first glance. After that he got interested in his writing and in his way of thinking and that's the moment where he probably developed feelings(or obsession) for Haesoo. This is only my interpretation, but I think the photobook that he published in Korea with Leo as a model, was inspired by Haesoo and their first encounter. It's like a message to Haesoo-the cover of that photobook shows a man in profile, looking somewhere in the distance, while eye of the beholder is literally calling him to turn his head and look back at him. And the title of the book is "Turn"..
I think his hesitation comes from some bad experiences from the past(that sex video for example). He's definitely playing with fire right now and he's aware of that.
Yeah, that YOU CAN USE ME part is still weird..why would he say that if he wants him? And I can't wait to find out why he decided that he wants Haesoo as the main model, only after he found out about him and Joowon.. But let's not forget that he already started all of this with that interview with Haesoo, before he knew about them, it's like Joowon just gave him that final push.
I think Taku likes risky things, just like Haesoo.
Whoa.. I only meant the first meeting I'm the coffee shop but wow, I forgot he "First saw" Haesoo at the bookstore. Whoa.... But the keyword in all these as you've also said is PROBABLY!! Cuz Taku has yet to have a backstory or an explanation for why he is the way he is.. so.. gosh, that's so romantic and hot tho, all those probablies..
Yeah, my imagination is getting wild, since we know so little about him... :)
When Taku said "I've been wanting to do this since the first time I saw you.." that gave a different perspective to their first meeting.. he seemed cool and weird in that chapter but in his head.. ahhhhhh. but alot of questions popped. Why did he hesitate to be interviewed by Haesoo when his agent confirmed with him? that YOU CAN USE ME part is still annoying me..m
Okay, I still can't choose between J & K so I'm gonna enjoy every bit of this. Xoxoxox