This is my understanding from the that lead up

Ali May 20, 2019 12:35 pm

This entire time, Park Meoyong has been feeling guilty without exactly knowing why. When the hyung said they’re the ideal senior and junior, park realized the origin of his guilt. He’s guilty because all they appear to be is a senior and junior; when they actually have a much more special relationship: they’re dating. What’s going to come is probably park putting a lot more effort into intimacy and being romantic

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    youraedthiswrogn May 20, 2019 1:34 pm

    I thought he eas saying he's been feeling off in their relationship because he's weird about dating someone younger, but that sounds right too. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    lilo May 20, 2019 1:38 pm

    I thought he feels guilty because he is still insecure with his sexuality and feels as if he is tainting Yohan.

    Moon May 20, 2019 2:10 pm

    i thought because he feels guilty because he thinks he is somehow ruining his future somehow

    Ali May 20, 2019 7:38 pm
    I thought he feels guilty because he is still insecure with his sexuality and feels as if he is tainting Yohan. lilo

    That’s a good thought too, but the background for Park wouldn’t support that. If anything, Park knows for a fact he is gay. He’s liked multiple dudes before Yohan, so I don’t think he’s insecure about his sexuality. Shy in his first relationship? Probably, heck yeah! But I don’t get the insecure of his sexuality vibe.

    Ali May 20, 2019 8:23 pm
    i thought because he feels guilty because he thinks he is somehow ruining his future somehow Moon

    I disagree, only because the main focus when they hang out is actually improving Yohan /for/ his future. Park’s been focused on helping increas his grades, so he’s not actually bad for yohan’s future