Bruh

They in denial, it's clear that J and H have strong feelings/desires for one another but keep denying it, they think it's ok to avoid their problems which is immature but I understand coz they don't want to hurt each other...again? if people knew they mess around it'd ruin their image/career and they afraid to make the same mistakes again (referring to the mom finding out)
And if he choose K then it wouldn't feel right, siiiiigh well done you got you're readers on the edge of our seats