
25 why?

At first I thought that you were going to die but when you started talking about God, how reading yoai is a "HUGE sin", how we should reevaluate our priorities or we will get punished or what-not, I bursted out laughing. Thank you for writing this, I haven't laughed at something like this in a while, this honestly made my day. Thanks.
And also ,sorry but not sorry, I ain't giving up on yaoi any time soon.

I was actually going to die but didn’t. And as I said above I could die any second so I am not sure.
And we all could die any second...

I wish it were a laughing matter. It isn’t

Well I don’t know, I try to better myself tbh but I fear God and that is true. God should be loved and feared and followed.
I hope I’m not doing it wrong

No, what the hell is wrong with you? What kind of God shuns love of the same sex? No one is hurting anybody. This god-fearing personality of yours will only cause you to feel more guilt as the years go by. It's something that's probably been rooted deep within you because you grew up in a heavily-religious environment.
Porn is NOTHING compared to all those assholes who bully and insult homosexuals, simply because their God told them to or that they're different.
I'm not taking this shit, especially during Pride month.

Hah. Cute argument, sweetheart. OP admitted they sinned because they masturbated. There's 7 billion people in this world, quite a lot of them are religious. There's no way all of them don't partake in masturbation. The bigger the number, the more likely it is to be plausible. You don't need secret cameras to understand that sort of logic.
You're fighting a losing battle.
Im sorry guys, I’m doing this here as the last thing I will ever do before I leave for good.
I have sinned greatly by reading yaoi and yuri and bl and gl and shounen ai .
I have sinned greatly by watching porn and lesbian and gay porn.
I have sinned greatly by masturbating to them.
I will redeem everything and I hope I will never come back here again.
I’m sorry but I just value god more than anything in my life now and since forever but I have lost my way a couple of times and for that I hope I’m forgiven.
I just wanna say that u guys... this is wrong, whether ethically (porn) or religiously (heavenly religions) or emotionally ( abuse of fantasies) or even realistically (it never happens that way )
To end my stay here, I would say, please guys, redeem urself, reevaluate ur priorities, god is forgiving but also punishes sinners.
I’m not a preach or a priest to say the least, all I have to do is ask u guys to stop, reconsider and re-evaluate ... I think I am ought to warn u because it is really a HUGE sin. It is wrong in every way so please stop. I’m not going to force my opinion. You can go against it if you like, I’m not here to shame all of you. It is my last words here that I feel I will be punished if I didn’t warn you. At least if u are doing what u think is wrong, stop saying it proudly, stop making other people do it.
I know a lot of you will make fun of me and mock me but I have a huge guilty conscience to care tbh
Sorry and that is just my opinion
Stay healthy and live well, live fully.
Goodbye guys and apologies if I triggered anyone, it was never intended.