Help

Does anyone know the name of this one yaoi (or shounen ai idr) that’s based on a true story and the seme moves to where the uke is cause he fell in love with him after talking online but he’s not fully committed to being gay, he just knows he loves the uke but he’s not ready for sex and couple things. Then he leaves for a couple of years for a marriage interview and the uke doesn’t hear from him and I don’t want to spoil it in case some people are interested in reading it. Thanks.