What rape?
end of chapter 4, it's not because it's not showed that it didn't happen (p 24 till the end)
uke : "stop" (several time); 'I didn't like doing it that way"; his body language make it clear he is non-consentant.
seme : "I'm really sorry, it won't happen again"; "I'm.... disgusting", " I completely crossed the line. I'm really sorry"
even seme realise he fucked up big time (even without talking about rape he clearly forced himself on the uke who clearly didn't want to have sex).
And, in MY opinion, the seme is not cute at all: he used the fact that the uke was drunk to try to fuck him, he clearly stalked him, he's very "pushy",he imposes himself on the uke in every way possible. Irl, I would suffocate if someone act like that with me.
Umm
Sorry but it's what I interpreted.
It's not rape, like the uke said he didn't like it after they jerked off each other.
So the seme said sorry it won't happen again ( I believe in a sexual way). So when he got out thinking that uke prolly hates him, he said he was disgusting to himself.
It bothered me too. I was wondering if I misread it. But yes that was wrong. Instead of making him understand what he didn't understand, he was being pushy (saying it mildly). Also agree with what you said about when they started - the way he tried to get his feelings accross the mc - the first drunk night.
I have been reading yaoi for 5 years! WoW so not cool
like it until the rape
so not so cute