No it's not my first. I'd been reading this ritually during its initial release but I haven't read yaoi for a while and now I'm back. I know what it's like. I think I stopped reading around when they buried the blonde lady... Or when he started treating him "better"... Or was it when the smaller guy cut his wrist...? I really can't remember... I'm just like should I continue? Everyone's being really weird... And I'm low-key afraid of this story the ghore is on another level. Don't get me wrong I love it but I'm kinda attached to the characters and I know they're gonna do some crazy shit I might not want to see.

Everyone's being really weird in the comments... Should I finish reading this? I'm kinda scared...idek the chapter I ended on... (⊙…⊙ )