
I have the same issue as you and must bear all the struggles that comes with it. So I sorta understand where you are coming from. Don’t worry too much though. Medicine has advanced so much. There is always some hope so don’t give up nor lose hope. There will always be what ifs. But maybe it’s for the better that you haven’t got any kids until now. Wait for greater blessings that will be coming your way if you allow themヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

I’m sorry :(
But if you really want a child don’t wait for someone to have one with you. I know a woman who wanted a baby, but didn’t want a partner, she did just that, now she has a lovely daughter.
(Also don’t regret your past ? Being a teen mom is FAR from ideal)
As someone said science made huge progress!
Whatever happens I’m sure you’ll get what you wish for!
As a woman in my 30s who desires to a child but knows that it would take a miracle for me to have one this tugs at the heartstrings so much. I'm a crying mess.