I am so sorry dear reader, but I can only answer first question. I understood the entire story, but that was 3-years-ago me, when I actually read the entire thing, and not only go back for the sex scenes.
He's most likely apologizing cause he was gay before they got married and only misled her and never really loved her anyway.
Someone else please correct me if I'm wrong cause that's how I saw it.
Thank you for the reply! Was the sorry after they had divorced? Cuz it seemed like he was saying sorry to her right when she proposed to him by the park. Or was it a thought bubble in a speech bubble? XD
I was wondering if anyone would be able to help answer some questions I had about the early side stories (I'm rereading it again and still dont understand....) Please and Thank you!!
1. In 48.5 (p. 8-9) Why does Jaeha apologize to Hyesung? He married her so I dont think the sorry is for that? but wouldnt it be weird to suddenly say sorry if someone asks you to marry them? I know he was having flashbacks but still its weird for him to suddenly say sorry, cuz I'm guessing she doesnt know the context...
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lover_boy_lezhin/uu/lover_boy_lezhin-chapter-47.5/8/
2. After his dad kicks him out, where does Jaeha live? lol It looks like he still lives in the same apartment?? at least when he talks to Eunho (child) in 48.5 and also previously in 48.4 when he comes back from living with Hanjun ( http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lover_boy_lezhin/uu/lover_boy_lezhin-chapter-47.4/14/) but he told Hyesun he left his dad just like his mom did...
3. Lastly, what does Jaeha mean when he says "The first time you told me you liked me...was not long after, when the leaves began to change" what does this refer to? (I know its not actual leaves) but as in him getting married? or his emotions/feeling of being able to love?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lover_boy_lezhin/uu/lover_boy_lezhin-chapter-47.5/9/