To those who dunno NGE!

If you guys wants consensual KawoShin, I've got some for you. DON'T HATE ON KAWORU ;-; HE'S DONE SO MANY THINGS FOR SHINJI. He helped him cope with a lot of stressful and depressing things... There's like three depictions of Kaworu: movie version, anime version, and manga version. >v> I personally prefer reading shounen-ai when it comes to this pairing though. The more angst the better.

https://myreadingmanga.info/pink-elephant-neon-genesis-evangelion-dj-circle-cycle-circulate-eng/
https://myreadingmanga.info/jsc-saifu-yowamushi-melody-coward-melody-neon-genesis-evangelion-dj-eng/
https://myreadingmanga.info/mekoro-meco-kono-netsu-no-na-o-shiranai-neon-genesis-evangelion-dj-eng/
https://myreadingmanga.info/cassino-shin-seiki-evangelion-dj-plugsuit-ga-sonna-ni-biribiri-de-dousuru-shinji-kun-eng/
https://myreadingmanga.info/meco-the-indecisive-you-neon-genesis-evangelion-dj-eng/
https://myreadingmanga.info/masumasu-love-bath-time-neon-genesis-evangelion-dj-eng/

Also, I'm adding this because it's hilarious.
https://myreadingmanga.info/gyomania-neon-genesis-evangelion-dj-hole-circumstances-secret-eng/