that's probably cause of his conscience , both the brothers have the same thinking that an omega should be valued from his own human values rather than being from gender but the seme is now digging a bit too much into this cause he wasn't able to control himself during rut ,now hes thinking that like everyone hes seeing the uke from the common omega perspective and that's making him think that hes probably not the correct person for uke. Tbh he and his bro r the most logical alphas I have ever read but yea that's what really makes this manga so unique. And I think seme is just too invested upon the way he should love omegas or whoever so he couldn't really ever recognize ukes advances towards him. sowwy if this doesn't help its nearly 5 am and I should fuckin sleep
Second the comment above, all so it seems so far Shuu has always told Ayame (in words) that he’s more comfortable around his brother Kaede. Ayame may attribute all the times they slept together as something to do with pheromones rather love, and to him, Shuu being attracted to an alpha despite loving another must be the worst thing he could never wish on the person he loves.
yeaa idk but I didnt really see many shus advances or atleast I didn't recognise them as advances towards ayame like they said in this topic. shu has always shown more affection towards his brother which just made ayame insecure
True, Shuu was excellent in telling himself what to believe (he even succeeded in remembering Ayame as the bully he hated the most). Plus Ayame is extremely conscious of the pheromone and alpha-omega thing, so unless Shuu speaks up about his feeling, Ayame would never know.
I'm really confused as to why Ayame thinks he has to give up on Shuu so that Shuu is happy?
Didn't Shuu make it on SEVERAL occasions clear that he is very much in love with Ayame?
Shuu came at him and slept with him on the first night they saw each other after over 6 years, he kissed him when he was drunk while calling him senpai and gazing into his eyes, he asked to stay at his place, he looks at him longingly almost always, when they are with each other he emits pheromones so strong that even Ayame can smell them and Shuu goes randomly into heat when with Ayame so that Ayame even experienced his first rut.
I mean what's there not to get??????
At first I thought Ayame knew about Shuu's love for him because it's SO OBVIOUS but he didn't want to burden Shuu with his infertility or the fact that he isn't a "real alpha" who can react to pheromones etc.
Turns out he reacts to pheromones and he isn't infertile so what's the problem here? Why does he think he has to give up on Shuu? Why doesn't he get Shuu's OBVIOUS advances? I doooooon't get it!!!