Five, DO NOT THINK WE CONDONE RAPE FOR READING THIS (or creating, on part of author-San)! DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THAT UKE WOULD REALIZE HIS LOVE FOR SENSEI WAS POINTLESS WITHOUT REMOVING HIS VIRGINITY, THEREFORE ALLOWING HIM TO CONNECT WITH (AND LOVE) SEME? No. For him, his virginity was an idea he clung to- the ever lasting hope that if he just waits a little bit longer, that single second more, then eventually Sensei will realize his love for Uke and take it for himself.
Removing his virginity (yes, it had to be this way- it was only ever going to be through assault that Uke would truly no longer be able to connect Sensei with his virginity and, therefore, love) took that wall down and allows other potential love interests (re:Seme) in. Uke would not have given it to anyone else unless Seme told him it was one of the requirements for him to give Sensei political backing and even then, Uke's virginity would have simply taken on a different meaning for his love of Sensei. I.E. "I gave up my virginity to someone I DID NOT love for the sake of the person I DID love."- what he's willing to sacrifice in the name of the love he has for sensei.
Doing it this way removed the meaning behind it for Uke. Sure, he'd wake up and regret it (definitely hate himself and Seme for it) but he'd also get over it (as that is the mind-frame of the time period and I simply see his character as the type to cope with this quickly and move on... Mostly, anyway) and when he no longer has that constant reminder of "my virginity equates to my love for Sensei", he'll eventually be able to look to Seme for love (of course it's going to take some plot scenarios where they're forced to interact and grow closer, learning to ask for forgiveness- probably just occasionally regretting in Seme's case- and being able to forgive in turn).
Does that get my point across? It's horrible but it's not real, it's just a smutty story that uses sex as plot devices..
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Five, DO NOT THINK WE CONDONE RAPE FOR READING THIS (or creating, on part of author-San)! DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THAT UKE WOULD REALIZE HIS LOVE FOR SENSEI WAS POINTLESS WITHOUT REMOVING HIS VIRGINITY, THEREFORE ALLOWING HIM TO CONNECT WITH (AND LOVE) SEME? No. For him, his virginity was an idea he clung to- the ever lasting hope that if he just waits a little bit longer, that single second more, then eventually Sensei will realize his love for Uke and take it for himself.
Removing his virginity (yes, it had to be this way- it was only ever going to be through assault that Uke would truly no longer be able to connect Sensei with his virginity and, therefore, love) took that wall down and allows other potential love interests (re:Seme) in. Uke would not have given it to anyone else unless Seme told him it was one of the requirements for him to give Sensei political backing and even then, Uke's virginity would have simply taken on a different meaning for his love of Sensei. I.E. "I gave up my virginity to someone I DID NOT love for the sake of the person I DID love."- what he's willing to sacrifice in the name of the love he has for sensei.
Doing it this way removed the meaning behind it for Uke. Sure, he'd wake up and regret it (definitely hate himself and Seme for it) but he'd also get over it (as that is the mind-frame of the time period and I simply see his character as the type to cope with this quickly and move on... Mostly, anyway) and when he no longer has that constant reminder of "my virginity equates to my love for Sensei", he'll eventually be able to look to Seme for love (of course it's going to take some plot scenarios where they're forced to interact and grow closer, learning to ask for forgiveness- probably just occasionally regretting in Seme's case- and being able to forgive in turn).
Does that get my point across? It's horrible but it's not real, it's just a smutty story that uses sex as plot devices..