He thought Kabu was lying to him about who he was and his feelings for Onoe. Sanjou told Onoe that Kabu just keeps relationships for his own benefit, lying that he feels attachment to the other person. In reality, he never cared at all. So Onoe is asking what Kabu's true feelings towards him are, if he's not just using him or their relationship for some unknown benefit. At least, that's how I interpreted it.
Thanks for explaining to me that part coz i don't get it even after reading it thrice already..
me and my poor english.
You're welcome! Don't worry, it was kinda hard to understand haha
The latest chap. Confused me.. like why onoe say's kabu lied? Isnt it normal to have a past on everyones yaoi life?. Can't wait for the next chap.
Be healty! Mangaka-san, translator team.