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Ya well, if you're told often enough that you are an actual burden, you start believing that crap. And before you know it, its utterly engraved in your personality. Nothing not amendable, but tough to get rid of.
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I feel like Gyul's biggest fear is being a burden to the people he loves.. its 100% Hyunho's decision if he wants to leave the country. He didn't bat an eye before turning them down. Gyul should respect Hyunho's feelings.