
While I agree that he made a number of bad choices, I don't think he deserves to die. He didn't actually wish for her to die and he was overly sensitive and frustrated because he was despairing over a seemingly hopeless love. As for feeling up the vampire, if he really knew the guy is alive then it was truly a shitty thing to do but for some reason it feels like he was in a 'dream state' where he didn't really register it all. He might have only half believed the guy was a living vampire or he was completely out of it.

Thanks, I'll check it out. If its BL, one I've followed and really like is 'here u are.' Its a masterpiece. There's one other BL I don't remember the name of and one hetero that I found recently. Good art and good story, but for the rest, even if the art is really pretty, the stories get hard to follow after a while.
I honestly wouldn't feel sorry if this kid died, not even a little bit. It was already weird when he started feeling up the vampire. Aside from the fact that this is practically a 400 year old floating corpse, he KNOWS that this is a vampire, and the guy is alive, and very possibly awake, but is taking liberties. Not cool. Then, he goes and kisses his best friend in front of everyone, including the girlfriend. Very many shades of not cool, even if I'm here for the bl myself.
And then the talk with the said girlfriend and how he went about that, he should have tried to talk her down, not act all entitled. He shouldn't have done something he'd need to apologize for in the first place, but that couldn't be helped, he didn't handle this properly at all, and he could have at least run after that girl when she went off ALONE since they already knew there were murders happening around that area. At least he could have told someone, or he wouldn't have been picked up so quickly by those damn cops! That last sentence he said just as the girl ran away "you indeed don't know him as I do" or something along those lines, I hate that. It's even worse that the girl goes off and dies! This is the MC, but in an indirect way, he got someone killed and that is not cool with me, especially since I see no problem with this girl or how she reacted, it was warranted. He didn't do the killing, but I am still blaming that girl's death on him.
As of ch21, I'm probably going to keep reading just to know how the story goes, because it's taken this long just to see the vampire open his eyes again and I hope the plot moves from now on, but I will not be letting go of this guy's idiocy. At this point, I'm only reading for the blond vampire so if he disappoints me over the next few chapters, I can take this off my list of waiting-to-update stories.
I also want that vampire woman dead, but that's it.