Recapture it, by reading the novels that accompany Momentum's Phantom, they are written beautifully as you would expect, and really fill in all the gaps, with such a bittersweet ending.
Thank you for the hint! There are novels to it? Where? And are they fanfiction or by Park Ji-Yeon? Do you happen to know more and would kindly tell me, please (=・ω・=)
They are by the author, 2 books called "Into the red" (available on google books), they aren't translated, but there is a translation function on the site.
This truly is one of the most amazing perfect yaoi I have ever read.
I will have to spend my life grieving from now on 'cause it's over and I can never have back the thrill to read it for the first time.
Cruel.