I agree but I also feel that she is more talking about key moments where she learned more about him through lex because Rowan has walls but yeah she is playing the victim it's anoying
Well if we consider that she had a pretty shit life and those tales probably were her only escape. Not to mention she's not..well the brightest and was shelterd too.
She still annoys me to no end thou with her attitude ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Yeah she had a shitty life but at the same time that shouldn't give her a reason to be inconsiderate of Rowan.
Even if he said tht u dont get it its not tht she’s afraid to die she is insecure since he never said he loves her or likes her so she clings to the idea of lex since tht way she feels tht someone loves her after all rowan tried to kill her n killed her whole family so yeah its selfish but otherwise she will feel like she has no one in life she will b like tht until rowan says he loves her
He's literally trying to take his time to get to know her, the memories he has aren't his but "Lex" and how do she expect for Rowan to say that he loves her when she continues to bring up Lex and tries to cast a spell on him? She's not even trying to take her time to get to know Rowan. Yeah he did basic off her whole ass family and even tried to kill her, but at least he put that idea of killing her behind him and is trying. She's not trying at all because she's being inconsiderate, and from the past couple of chapter she no longer fears him but fear her own future.
Ik wht u mean but she’s clueless grl she doesn’t know thts wht he’s trying to do n when she’s about to ask he denies it cuz he’s shy
If she was so selfish and "was not even trying" as you say then she would've cried about every little thing and made Lex appear as often as she wished and she also wouldn't have listened when he said not to do anything with him when he's Lex. She literally had the worst childhood possible where she was made to feel worthless because nobody loved her or accepted her. She had prepared herself to die when Lex suddenly appeared and for once in her life made her feel loved and useful. Lex was the only solace in her life. He brought her comfort and so she fell in love with him wholeheartedly which is completely understandable.
She knows that she can just cry and Lex will appear but she doesn't do that because she's aware that Rowan doesn't like being in that state. That's the most considerate thing one can do in my opinion. She's falling for Rowan and we all can see that. If you haven't noticed, Lex hasn't appeared in the story for a while and Rowan has made great progress in conveying his feeling to Erin. She's feeling victimized because she's really victimized. Rowan is asking her to never call him Lex again and also not to cry which clearly means that he wants Lex to disappear from Erin's life which is reasonable if you think from his perspective but once you put yourself in Erin's shoes, that's just cruel. Lex is the first man who made her feel loved. All of her beautiful memories in life are with him. He's the man she fell in love with so it's unreasonable to suddenly ask her to forget all about him don't you think? For Rowan, Lex is just his mindless self where he's not in control of his actions but for Erin, it's the man she loves. She can't just snap her fingers and forget all about Lex just like that. It's totally reasonable that she's behaving like that. She's a little clumsy but she's not selfish at all.
agreed
I agree if she was as selfish as me she would cry just to make the man she loves apear but she doesn’t which is considerate enough since she can’t technically b with the man she loves but once she sees the real rowan n falls for him completely thn there’ll b no need for lex but now he can’t ask her to just forget about lex rowan is the one being selfish cuz he’s jealous of himself
She does cry even if its a sad look even though its unintentional. But that's not the point she refuses to try with Rowan like he's asking her not to call him Lex for reasons and I understand that she has joyful memories with Lex, but Lex is the product of magic and isn't a "real" person. She went out of her way to cast a spell on Rowan just so she can continue to live her fairy tale like life. Rowan is willing to give her a chance even if that means suffering from her magic schemes. He even understands that she has precious memories with Lex but those aren't HIS memories. He literally has to tuck his tail between his legs to satisfy her whenever she throws a tantrum. Bit she can't be reasonable with him, she isn't always like this that's true but she can be very inconsiderate sometimes.
She isnt casting the spell on purpose the spell was cast when he went to kill her but she is trying to get rid of the spell for him she isn’t trying to cast it again anymore
No she was casting the spell again she was looking for LOVE spells to cast in order to keep her love life with Lex and to feel "safe" she wasn't looking to break it but to make it last longer. Why do you think Rowan is under a spell that makes him feel warm inside whenever she looks down? Yeah its true that he could be feeling this way on his own accord but she even stated that she casted another spell
She’s not trying to cast a spell in tt episodes she asked how he sees her while under the spell not to cast one but to know how lex sees her thts all n to dress in a color tht represents how he sees her
She’s been reading books n researching how to break the curse since a long time ago just for him bcuz she doesn’t want lex to disappear but she putting her feelings aside n looking how to break the curse just for rowan
I love the story but Erin is inconsiderate towards Rowan. She only cares about her happiness and yeah I get it that she doesn't want to die, but Rowan assured her that he wouldn't kill her. She relies on magic and claims that she loves "Lex" but when Rowan said don't call him that she wants to act as if though she's the victim. Lex is the product of magic and only tells her what she wants to hear and not what she needs to hear. Yeah sure Rowan can be a stick in the mud but at least he is real amd is trying to get to know her. She only cares about using magic just to live a fairy tale like life. This part about her is annoying