So I don’t remember the name of the yaoi but I REALLY want to re-read it and didn’t save it. It was about this black haired boy who always gets abused by his blonde older brother. They live in the same apartment and they don’t have a dad and mom if I remember correctly. They had a bad relationship with the father. The blonde older brother started abusing his brother by accident when they were younger and started to “get turned on” by it and it became a thing. Also the older bro is really possessive and if he finds any markings on his little brother he will turn possessive and ask him questions and beat him up. I’m pretty sure the point of view was the black haired little brother. THANK YOUUU
Hi, just read your description and was shocked because I literally read this just the other day and honestly couldn't remember the title, but I hate when I can't recall a previous manga and no one could help. So I did some digging and finally found it it's called 'Camellia' by Minami <3
So I don’t remember the name of the yaoi but I REALLY want to re-read it and didn’t save it. It was about this black haired boy who always gets abused by his blonde older brother. They live in the same apartment and they don’t have a dad and mom if I remember correctly. They had a bad relationship with the father. The blonde older brother started abusing his brother by accident when they were younger and started to “get turned on” by it and it became a thing. Also the older bro is really possessive and if he finds any markings on his little brother he will turn possessive and ask him questions and beat him up. I’m pretty sure the point of view was the black haired little brother. THANK YOUUU