These last two chapters are a flashback that confirmed Hosik was date raped so I read the first 3 chapters too. Sunbae helped him get drunk then took him home. He confessed, to which Hosik said he thinks he may like him back but was uncomfortable with gay relationships. For the most part Hosik was in and out of consciousness and unable to consent and Sunbae was the only one talking about how good the sex felt. Hosik was not even prepared properly, just given a hand job so he was complaining about the pain bc it hurt. Remember how the Sunbae forced him to give him several blowjobs the next day just so Hosik could get his clothes back and leave? It's sick to think that treatment could be romanticized into something 'beautiful'. I threw up in my mouth a lil when I read your comment. Please tell me it was sarcasm or maybe you meant to leave it on the page of a different comic.
I am literally crying.... this is so beautiful and melancholic
Also I feel like a lot of people misunderstand the smut in here... Hosik isn't uncomfortable during sex, he is overwhelmed because he is shy and mainly, because it's SO good. He is the type who goes along without thinking and just shows his emotions honestly and naturally so that's why he isn't saying much and we just see his cries mostly. But he is crying and whining and all that because all his nerves are on edge. They are just having really really really good sex that is both emotionally and physically stimulating.