It's like I'm going crazy together with Jeong Ha @-@ Your body is too weak, you can live o...

It's like I'm going crazy together with Jeong Ha @-@ Your body is too weak, you can live only depending on others, sometimes you lose control of yourself, you have holes in memory, nothing seems to be real... your even existence is hurting the one you love the most. And the only one you care about, the one you want to be equal with, doesn't open up to you and distances himself from you because of the risk involved, because of your weaknesses. It's just so sad, so unfair. Especially since Jeong Ha doesn't even deserve such fate to begin with (if I remember correctly, it's all began due to Jeong Ha's father?).
At first, I didn't like his character much, though I was intrigued by it, like what's his deal? But I grow to really like him. He's still a rude snob, and it's not like all his actions are now justified for me. But I got attached to him. It's really maddening how there seems to be no way out of this situation. Like, he wants Sora to care for him, but he hates this care, not knowing whether it is genuine or not. He loves Sora, but hates him at the same time for not trusting. I bet he loves his family deeply and hates it altogether, because they treat him dearly, although he causes them so much pain. It's just agonizing. Starting this webtoon, I didn't expect to fall in love with this character so much.
On the other hand, Sora was my top-chara from the start. It's just that now I'm a little bit scared of him, haha... ha...
I like the girl in this comic, too. Don't really know why, but she is different from most female characters in BL. She reminds me a bit of the girl from "An Uncomfortable Truth", but much nicer lol.
I like Suho, too... I though he would be one of those cheerful kids who hide their dark wound with a smile... So I was really surprised at how straightforward he is. I mean, he speaks in such a manner you'd think it's sarcasm or lies. But the words turn out to be actually true o.o That's... an odd feeling. I like it.
Ugh, I could go on endlessly, I'm sorry for all the rambling, but it's just, every time a new chapter appears there's so much to discuss and I just want to scream how good this story is!! Why this webtoon is not popular... That's actually sinful, it should receive all the praises it deserves... ;-; Ah, sorry once again, and my sincerest gratitude to the translators (シ_ _)シ