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It's not an insult. I understand what you mean but there is not much point reading into it that much.
it's called internalized misogyny (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
I mean I can picture a guy getting mad at himself for doing something feminine in stressful situations, it's awkward and vulnerable for them so.. yep.
And it happens often because well: it's yaoi ╮(￣▽￣)╭ Not a lot of the dood characters are gonna be macho macho ya know what I mean
Don't you hate it when a bl character scolds himself for "acting like a girl" when he is distressed or weak or smt like that? So feeling insecure is something only girls do? Correct me if i'm wrong but i thought most of the bl mangakas were female. How come they insult their own gender like that?