This is so sad and a little triggering for me. Reminds me of how depressed and suicidal i ...

This is so sad and a little triggering for me. Reminds me of how depressed and suicidal i was, barely a functioning person and always staying indoors. It was my brother who kept trying to get me to therapy, to shower, to take care of myself. He said some similar words as hanbit. I remember one year on my birthday, when i woke up i just wanted to die. but when i headed downstairs i found breakfast, flowers, and a heartfelt letter from my brother telling me not to give up bc he wont give up on me, and that he will always be there for me. I literally cried so hard and its been such a struggle but i have gotten better since. I still have difficulties, but at least i have a job and doing well in my classes. its tiring tho. being a grown ass adult and having these mental issues. but im trying my best. i still have a long long road ahead of me but it always feels comforting to know that at least my brother has my back. I’m enjoying this story bc its relatable, but it does bring back some painful memories. Pretty triggering but i’ll still read it anyway, its pretty good. Junwoo reminds me of myself. So i hope he continues to make progress