I agree(I'm a sucker for this type of stories thou) I cried after the 10th chap, my husband noticed I was very quiet and different I told him why(he knows I read bl,yaoi and gl) I told him to read this(he doesn't like to read) he stopped at chap 33 I think, he said this story is very realistic and the seme is a piece of shit, he doesn't want to finish reading(I told him how it ended)
I love your husband ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Your husband is cool. It's great that he doesn't mind you reading bl Or gl. Plus yes I like this type of stories too but ugh it's really heavy and just is so realistic I can't.
I have already read the raws and I don't think I want to have a mental breakdown second time. This story is really heavy and I have never read something this heavy in BL. I mean yeah there is killing stalking, hogu hagyeongsu which are more heavy but this I don't know I can't. I end up having a really shitty feeling after reading even one chapter. I have never experienced this type of feelings before reading this one. ( this is not hate btw I am just saying how it affects me)