I am starting to hate yona. She said she cant stand up after hearing soo-won is sick. Why ...

I am starting to hate yona. She said she cant stand up after hearing soo-won is sick. Why can't you stand up. Does that mean u still have feelings for that soo-won who killed your father. Even If ur father was an evil man he still killed ur father in front of you. She could have gone to see hak now. But she didn't beacuse of her soo-won. Dragons and hak is stronger than normal soldiers so she doesn't need to worry about that advisor. Yona is stronger than normal girls so why cant she show her power a little more.They came to the kingdom as alliances not as prisoner. She could do what ever she wants but she doesn't ( instead she became a meek girl )that what I call a weakling. Hak sacrificed so much for her. I feel bad for my precious hak.