It really is a shame that Seungho is scum of the Earth. Because if you think about it, he was the only one to fully embrace and praise Nakyum's talent, whereas the one he loves beat him emotionally over it and conditioned him to think being with another man or exploring your sexual desires is disgusting. In a way Nakyum was spoiled by Seungho since day one thanks to his artwork. At this point I believe that Nakyum is slowly coming to the realization that he doesnt hate painting erotic images as much as he was conditioned to think. It is even more terrifying when the one opening pandora's box is someone like Seungho. And im not talking about the rape (so much nope), im talking way before Seungho ever touched him. Seungho constantly questioned Nakyum like "you hate painting these images so much then how come you become so fixated and detailed when you paint? Such bullshit" (obvs not those exact words xD) Basically telling him he is lying to himself. Idk maybe Nakyum really does hate it, but I believe he doesn't. And I believe he is a lot more sexually curious than he appears. It just sucks he had to figure something like that out in such a twisted way. That is why I personally think its a shame that Seungho is Satan's butthole. In better circumstances he might have been good for Nakyum. I mean by putting Nakyum in such high regard because of admiration/obsession over his paintings. Despite being a lowborn, Seungho has still done a lot of stuff for Kyum that he probably would never do for anyone else, let alone a commoner. *sigh* oh well, sorry beb. I am cheering for you Nakyum. You deserve better（/TДT)/ I am also happy that he is questioning Inhun and wondering what his deal is. I want him to ditch that bitch already. You are seriously asking Nakyum for favors but you can't even bother to check up on him after a week? How does he expect him to get shit done for him if he is M.I.A. The least con artist Hun could have done was see what was up. But noooo. Useless fraud. Anyways rant over uwu
It really is a shame that Seungho is scum of the Earth. Because if you think about it, he was the only one to fully embrace and praise Nakyum's talent, whereas the one he loves beat him emotionally over it and conditioned him to think being with another man or exploring your sexual desires is disgusting. In a way Nakyum was spoiled by Seungho since day one thanks to his artwork. At this point I believe that Nakyum is slowly coming to the realization that he doesnt hate painting erotic images as much as he was conditioned to think. It is even more terrifying when the one opening pandora's box is someone like Seungho. And im not talking about the rape (so much nope), im talking way before Seungho ever touched him. Seungho constantly questioned Nakyum like "you hate painting these images so much then how come you become so fixated and detailed when you paint? Such bullshit" (obvs not those exact words xD) Basically telling him he is lying to himself. Idk maybe Nakyum really does hate it, but I believe he doesn't. And I believe he is a lot more sexually curious than he appears. It just sucks he had to figure something like that out in such a twisted way. That is why I personally think its a shame that Seungho is Satan's butthole. In better circumstances he might have been good for Nakyum. I mean by putting Nakyum in such high regard because of admiration/obsession over his paintings. Despite being a lowborn, Seungho has still done a lot of stuff for Kyum that he probably would never do for anyone else, let alone a commoner. *sigh* oh well, sorry beb. I am cheering for you Nakyum. You deserve better（/TДT)/ I am also happy that he is questioning Inhun and wondering what his deal is. I want him to ditch that bitch already. You are seriously asking Nakyum for favors but you can't even bother to check up on him after a week? How does he expect him to get shit done for him if he is M.I.A. The least con artist Hun could have done was see what was up. But noooo. Useless fraud. Anyways rant over uwu