Christmas chapter

shika February 12, 2020 1:46 am

I read this manhwa on a bad day. I was experiencing hormonal cycles and was emotionally vulnerable , in addition to that scarred children because of their horrible parents really touches me deeply. Chapter 62 the Christmas extra about sangwoo and bum childhood was really sad. Sangwoo's innocence before getting warped by his fu**ing mother. Sangwoo's life which could have been healthy and happy gone the wrong path by someone who was supposed to love him. His mother and father are the real people who committed all the killings and crimes...

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    shika February 12, 2020 1:50 am

    Also Bum was not a loving uke. Most of the time he only wanted sangwoo to give him his lost sense of worth and to give him affection. He was blind to some of sangwoo's cues to his damaged mentality. I thought the Bum actually wanted sangwoo to be who he wanted him to be not as who sangwoo really was. ( well the same can also be applied to sangwoo seeing Bum as his escape route from his mother. )

    rain0613 February 12, 2020 1:35 pm
    Also Bum was not a loving uke. Most of the time he only wanted sangwoo to give him his lost sense of worth and to give him affection. He was blind to some of sangwoo's cues to his damaged mentality. I thought ... shika

    yes everything you said was spot on. these were exactly my thoughts as well while reading omg

    shika February 13, 2020 2:07 am
    yes everything you said was spot on. these were exactly my thoughts as well while reading omg rain0613

    I cried when I finished this manhwa...everyone thinks sangwoo is a demon unworthy of sympathy and redemption...the protestors thought he killed his own parents....no one knows the true suffering of sangwoo and the true culprit responsible for his actions, except Bum. Bum realized sangwoo is not the monster everyone thinks he is...Bum's only happy moments in life was when sangwoo treated him kindly, but unfortunately he couldn't help sangwoo cause he was damaged himself.
    The masturbation scene with sangwoo's ashes was so sad...poor Bum no one will comfort him for having such feelings for the misunderstood sangwoo. So even if Bum survives at the end, I think he's dead iinside.ll alone again.

    rain0613 February 13, 2020 1:31 pm
    I cried when I finished this manhwa...everyone thinks sangwoo is a demon unworthy of sympathy and redemption...the protestors thought he killed his own parents....no one knows the true suffering of sangwoo and ... shika

    No I think you’re wrong. I do have sympathy for sangwoo but he was far past the point of deserving redemption. I do pity him but he indeed became a monster because of his trauma. Sangwoo was indeed a monster who deserved a most painful death. But that’s what also makes me feel so sad for these characters. It’s the way everyone around them failed them and in the end became what they were. It’s true they could’ve possibly had happy normal lives. That’s what was so painful about it.

    shika February 16, 2020 2:20 am
    No I think you’re wrong. I do have sympathy for sangwoo but he was far past the point of deserving redemption. I do pity him but he indeed became a monster because of his trauma. Sangwoo was indeed a monster ... rain0613

    Well by redemption I didn't mean complete freedom and happiness. I meant confinement in mental hospital for at least 10 years. That way he could have a chance to get freed from the clasp of his mother and Bum could have a small chance of reunion.