Spoliers chapters 17-21

Dispar. Spoilers.... please look at the raws when you read this.

How detailed should I be??
This is from the Spanish raws but I picked a few lines to verify in the Korean raws. I don’t know Spanish. So everything may not be accurate. Plus I have 19 a bit out of order. Sorry for typos, I wrote this on my phone.

Chapter 16: They altered Sohwa’s lines. His last line before Hyung (older brother). Is actually a question in both Korean and Spanish. I am not sure why it is a statement. It is “You don’t like it when I pretend to be a child? Hyung.”

Chapter 17: begins when 16 ends. Rihan is trying to get Baek Geum to leave but he says Hello to Miha and that he is sorry for yesterday. Rihan is confuse and asks what happen yesterday. Baek does not answer that question but leaves after some dialogue.
Rihan will talk to Miha after that. Rihan reveals that him, Sohwa, and Baek went to the same school. Sohwa and Baek always fought each other. Rihan does not know of Chungha and is shocked to hear Sohwa having a lover. He says Sohwa is to unbalanced and degenerate, there is no way he would have a lover. Miha is broken and reliving yesterday. Rihan leaves and goes to Sohwa’s house. Miha starts crying again thinking even Rihan can’t do get a lover either.
Sohwa is smoking a lot, nervous? Rihan knows the passcode for the house and he is abruptly stopped by Sohwa. Rihan takes the cigarette from Sohwa’s mouth but Sohwa grabs his arm and puts the cigarette back in his mouth takes a puff and blows it in Rihan’s face. Rihan makes his way over to clean when he says something about Miha is only gone for a day. He knows Sohwa actions without looking, so he knows Sohwa was about to grab him and he tells him not to touch him, he does have something to talk about. When Rihan is done and offers Sohwa cookies he asks Sohwa for his phone.

Chapter 18: Rihan is looking at the phone, asks Sohwa about his backup phone. FYI: He is looking to see if he has lovers. Sohwa is wondering what has happened and why does he care. Rihan says he likes to help because he is a friend. Sohwa does not want help. Rihan tells him don’t regret it. Sohwa is cocky, arrogant, and has a huge ego! However some of it is a put on and just airs. Rihan sees through as well. One point Sohwa gets pissed of, gets up, and grabbing Rihan to threat him. (Miha) That thing is his, don’t interfere, don’t get close, don’t even look at him. Rihan says to him now that you have returned, wake up and order your thoughts before it is too late. He thinks Miha will come back by himself and that Miha cannot life without his dick. Rihan sees through that tells him not to say stupid things and wait until chapter 21 to hear what Rihan thinks. If says if you don’t try now it will be too late, put some effort into. Sohwa says why should he put effort into it. Miha has been his since the day he was born. diluted much there Sohwa. His brother yes but I don’t think he meant that. Rihan tells him not to get but to keep. Sohwa has told him to leave a few times. Rihan leaves, telling him he can not help if he is not cooperating with him and call him when his head cools. It goes to a flashback scene to where Miha is getting ready to serve Rihan and Sohwa. He over hears them saying “I love you” and “I do too”. I think Sohwa said I love you. And Rihan the second. I could be wrong.
Goes to Miha which has stopped crying. And wonders what is taken Rihan being too long. He starts crying thinking about Rihan and Sohwa being together.
Then there is someone at the door. Miha goes and looks thinking it is Rihan but it is Baek. Miha does back up from him. But Baek gets close and hugs him. As Miha is telling him to let him go Baek says be mine. Miha is like what are you taking about. Leave. Baek pulls him in and looks like he is going to kiss him. He says he will free Miha from this place. Miha drops his phone and his screen shatters.
Sohwa is his wallpaper.

Chapter 19: starts where chapter 18 ended. I am not home and my notes are in a disarray... this is going to be out of order a bit..... I know Miha thinks about kissing someone other than Sohwa but thinks about how Sohwa will be and he jerks away covering his mouth and backs way again. Baek is disappointed. Then he tries again but with the Starbucks bag. I know Miha will say don’t be rude to Baek. He asks if Sohwa was his partner and Miha says of course not. Baek says then be mine. He does ask to kiss him. Baek does say he is not going to eat him, he looks scared like a herbivore. Miha goes to another room and tries to shut the door. Asks him to leave that Rihan was not here but He notices a few things. Also Baek says it is not his house either and he can’t kick him out. Miha decides to open the door and talk to Baek. Baek will say something that will have Miha start to giggle. They will drink the drinks from Starbucks. He asks why his he so hurt. Miha tells it is because he loves Sohwa. He will tell Miha that Sohwa has many lovers. Miha says he has been jealous of how close Rihan and Sohwa are. At one point Baek said he will free him. Miha is smiling and crying at the same time asking is he sure he can make him forget... again some of that maybe not in the right order!

Chapter 20:
Picks up where chapter 19 ends.
Baek will think about he has seen someone who has given up everything, getting carried away completely. He knows some who has laughed and cried at the same time. It goes to a flashback to where Baek enters and sees chungha naked and covered in hickies and his father will call him over to another room is. His father: long silver guy. His name is said in chapter 16... Baek Ryong. And Jeon Jefe is there aka Misha’s and Sohwa’s father. Ryong said their sons are the same age and they are close as they were this outrages Jefe. But Baek tells them they are not close and walks out looking at Chungha again. Chungha tells him, he is clean of diseases and he protects his self. He uses merchandise. I think he is a prostitute?! He is crying and smiling at the time. A broken person and Baek grabs him. I guess he changed his life or helped him?! Shrugs. it goes back to Baek and Miha, he grabs a hold of Miha. Yanks him to his lap. He tells him to grief without blaming himself. He will comfort him. He said sleeping with him is not going to make him forget. So let’s go slow. Miha is lost. How does he grief with blaming himself, how is he going to comfort him. Baek will say he is a sad and abandoned puppy. Miha says a puppy? and miha starts crying.

Chapter 21:
It starts back with Miha and Baek after Miha has stopped crying and they are sitting next to each other. Baek asks Miha age, name, date of birth. He did not even know his name. Miha is 28 and Sohwa from the Spanish summary is eight years younger. Wait! If this is correct, Sohwa is 19 until his birthday in chapter 4. Sohwa woke up on his 20th birthday. It that is accurate, I am 100% sure on this because Miha birthday is January 1st. Chapter 12 Miha gives us the impression that Sohwa only start to sexually abuse/have sex/ being a sex toy after Rihan left. And Rihan left for three years and he has just returned. If that is true, Miha has loved Sohwa for awhile. He would get Jealous if seeing Rihan and Sohwa together. So no he did not fall in love with Sohwa after they started to have sex. So three ago Sohwa was 17 (or 16 depending on his birthday) and Miha was 25. Most people that age don’t know how relationships wrong and makes mistakes. Sohwa has made many criminal mistakes/actions/behavior with Miha. I am not excusing his behavior. He is toxic but some of it is him but most of it is because his father’s influences. Sohwa was raised to be a criminal and imprinted to hate Miha because of his father anger is conflicted. He does love Miha, how he has been raise is to treat Miha as an object but from his actions he does want more with Miha but fails. I think when he remembered everything, he remembers the last two weeks of not having Miha scared and trembling after time they touch. He realized Miha does love him and the last two weeks is probably what Sohwa has been wanting. It just inflated that ego of his and he missed the big picture that Miha is crushed and has left. But his smoking a lot could indicate his insecurity that Miha is gone and not coming back. I am not sure how this story is going to go but if to say Miha returns and nothing drama happens. Miha will most likely revert back to trembling and being scared and it will piss off Sohwa and he highly probable will in turn do something bad to Miha like in the past or maybe something different. But we will not know this because we have drama. And we are left in such a bad place. Sohwa and Miha are in danger. I am not sure how much with Sohwa but Miha.... I am worried.
Baek is asking questions with Miha to get closer. He is holding Miha’s hands. Miha does pull away and Baek recaptures his hand. He does ask if Miha as a hobby and Miha does not have one. 28 and no hobby. Baek wants to leave before Rihan comes and wants to take him to the zoo. Miha follows him. He stops and turns to look at Miha who flinches and says it is to hot to go to the zoo. They can go next time. They plan to go to a library or bookstore. They start to leave again and when they get to the door, Rihan comes in. He is shocked to see Baek there, then he is shocked to see Miha following. Miha will say sorry and leaves. Baek gives him a thumbs up as they leave. Rihan texts Baek what is going on and they have a conversation. Baek will say Miha is like this because of Rihan and Sohwa when Rihan asks about why Miha is like that. Baek asks for Miha’s address. Rihan goes to write something mean but deletes it and sends their address. Rihan finds Miha’s phone. He thinks that Baek is honest, non-malicious that will blend well with Miha. (He stabbed Sohwa and now his is trying to have sex with Miha for some plan they have. sorry Rihan you don’t know him well...). Rihan thinks he will not get hurt like he did with Sohwa that he will comfort him and they have thing in common. The webtoon will show photographs from a photo booth of Sohwa and Rihan. He puts his hands over his eyes. I think he starts crying. He thinks seriously, if Showa does not come to mind before it is too late. It is you that can not live without Miha.” He means get his head on straight instead of thinking Miha will return.
It will go to Miha and Baek. Miha asking why did they go to a hotel instead of a bookstore or library. Miha has never been in a hotel before. It is reveal that Baek is like Miha an I illegit son. Miha will giggle again because of Baek. They talk about ordering food from room service Baek and Miha has been holding hands. Of course Miha is going to fall for kindness, he has been craving for it. But is Baek going to go through with it? Is he a good guy? Is he going to harm Miha. If this is only to sleep with him once, Miha is going to be crushed that he was used again. He is 28 and he falling for a trick..... -.-; or is it now since Baek has related Miha to himself, Chungha, and getting to know him?
Maybe the clue here is Baek is still the game plan because he sent the address to Chungha. And Chungha is heading to go see Sohwa at Sohwa’s house.
What are Chungha’s plans? Why did the stab Sohwa? Why do these plans involved Baek sleeping with Miha? Will Baek be a good guy or bad guy?
Will Sohwa snap of it before it is too late to protect Miha or save Miha? Is Miha really related to them? The description is it talking about when Sohwa got stabbed or something that has not happened yet? I kind of think Sohwa would have to lost Miha either being Miha leaving (which he has, he does say to Baek he did give up on Sohwa) or Almost losing Miha to death before he realizes Miha is more important then he thinks and places better value on him. Would Miha being with another man do it? Or would it make him go crazy....... Miha and Baek are in a hotel room, with Baek trying to sleep with him for some plan.... -.-;
I am glad everyone is okay with homosexuality in this but why are they okay with incest?
Sadly, we may never know!
I know when they return with chapter 22, they said it will start with Sohwa.
However, their health first! I hope they get better! I hope they don’t rush this or drop this. But I wish them to be healthy!!!