This is not really important but if you read it I appreciate it. I’m not really good at expressing my feelings.. because I was bullied when i was junior high.. when time past,I graduate and I was high school and I have a classmate who always look at me.. I’m anxious because of what happened in the past.. but when I looked properly he seemed different from the people who bullied me.. he tried to talk to me but I’m not really good at socializing so it was awkward.. and I heard a rumor that he is a bad guy.. and I was shocked but I didn’t believe at first, but when I heard him talking to his friend who was my classmate before.. I heard he said, “she’s not talking very much that’s why she’s bullied” and I was shocked and I couldn’t believe what he said.. so after that I feigned ignorance.. I ignore him because I don’t want to be hurt again.. I didn’t like some of his friend because some are idiots who tried to say hurt things So I became more distant.. and at last graduation, I thought that I would be free because a lot has happened and I don’t want to add more because it’s too long.. and I realized that He tried his best to gained my attention and tried to talk to me so many times even the last class but all I did was ignore his feelings because I don’t know what to do I don’t want to be hurt again and I’m getting anxious all the time but I want to let him know that I’m sorry for being like this, I’m sorry that I ignore your feelings, but maybe if I tried my best I, too can like you.. but it’s too late..So, I hope that someday he can find someone who Will love him so much that he won’t ignore him.. I know that it has nothing to do with this story but I can relate to this comment Sorry if it’s too long to read
I'm so sorry for what happened to you and I cried inside-
That's very sad, I was bullied in junior high as well, only because of appearance (weight exactly), so I get the picture. I have a bigger distance now when approaching people and a lot of insecurity but we need to work to heal our scars. So let's not grief over past and look out to the better future :)
And it relates to the story, it does. Because we get a grip on how complex and complicated our psyche is so we can respect more what a human-like character is Seungho, not idealized fictional drawing that makes only the right decisions.
Thank you and I will look for the better future from now on.
Historically correct, psychologically correct. What more can I say. Mr lord seems like he's had tough life himself and he's venting his sorrows however he can. And then comes the pure, innocent boy who is really sweet, loves unconditionally his (scum of a) teacher - something new in his bitter world. I'm totally noticing how strong his feelings start to be, wonderful. But as he has scars on his psyche, he cannot show his feelings in the right way. I konw many people who are like that, it's so life-like to be coped in those contradictory emotions, unable to make proper decisions in the end.