I just

Wished things were different. Speaking as someone who studies the human brain, I know jihyung didn't have many options as to how he turned out. Abusive father, mother gone, gay in a society that tells him that's something to be loathed, I just wished he could have grown up in a loving home. But we can't always get what we want. For now I'll imagine he gets some much needed therapy and anger management and that he spends the rest of his life repenting what he did and one day finds someone who he is now able to treat correctly. I'm very glad he didn't end up with chiwoo, want him to have all the happiness with kyujin. I'm also anxious for the brothers story! Hope the brother bottoms ngl. Huge potential there, but the author seems to like smaller ukes.