SPOILERS

Rui_Vi March 27, 2020 5:24 pm

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Ok this chapter was wild.
I really wish I knew Korean but thank you to those in the comments who have taken the time to summarize the new chapter as best they could.

Based on my assumption Nakyum is spiraling after what his beloved Inshit said to him. A lot of people are making it out to be that Nakyum is trying to let go of his teacher but I personally feel it is gonna be hard for Nakyum to hate his teacher or to let go of his feelings for learned bastard.

Seungho's reaction to seeing a crying Nakyum was surprising to me because normally you'd think he wouldn't care as long as Nakyum painted for him like he wanted to right? Like Nakyum is there painting everything just as he was ordered to. Yet Seungho looked pretty...hmmm i can't think of the right word...he looked in shock. Maybe slightly concerned but like in his own awful Seungho fashion. It seems that any time Nakyum is crying Seungho really wants to know why lol. I just thought it was particularly strange this time around for him to "care" since he is getting his paintings like he wanted. I guess Seungho be thinking that there must be something really wrong with Nakyum for him to be going at it hard with all that painting after all the struggle and excuses.

The end ok. I understand the interpretation given in the comments. I can see why you would think Nakyum is drowning in sorrow and is planning to use Seungho for consolation and will finally let go of Inshit. But I think the opposite. Inhun's words hit hard because Nakyum has a very high opinion of him. Inhun made it clear he finds sodomy and sexual stuff repulsive and not proper. He instilled those beliefs into Nakyum. I don't think it will be easy for Nakyum to forget those teachings or accept his own sexuality. His only adult figure has made it difficult for him to accept himself. My theory is that Nakyum has "accepted" what Inhun said about him. That the only thing Nakyum is good for is using his filthy body. So now all he can do is use his body, maybe in hopes of being able to win brownie points with his teacher, or do it as his only way of trying to help his teacher even if he still hates Nakyum afterwards. It's really awful and sad. I think Nakyum's spirit is completely broken at this point.

Idk if Seungho will pick up on Nakyum's intentions, or if he will even give a crap as long as he can screw. But I'm leaning towards Seungho picking up on Nakyum's signals. I mean if he stopped to think for the paintings, you could only assume he will also question Nakyum suddenly asking to do it. But who knows. Seungho is so unpredictable. Most likely Seungho will give in.

Edit: I forgot to add that seeing Nakyum paint in tears reminded me of a person eating a whole tub of ice cream after a breakup lol Maybe that's why Seungho was like "what the fuck?" XD

Responses
    smtgsmtg March 27, 2020 6:51 pm

    It's been some time ago when it was about the paintings, now it's about the painter, possessing him, making his yield, having his attention and reciprocated sensations &, I dare say, feelings.
    Up next, I find it likely for them to share some physical connection, but there will be prying too, from Seungho's part. He will most definitely corner Na-kyum, and press for answers (the variable - with or without ''little deaths'' involved). Na-kyum's silence was the thing he never accepted and #when he flipped his switch.

    gogo March 27, 2020 9:40 pm

    Finally a comment that I can fully agree on. I don’t know where these people get low born and high born from cause what I saw was that seungho was, well looked concerned when he say na kyum crying and then when he went over I think he’s asking what’s wrong then na kyum snapped at him shouting and taking his hurt out on seungho thinking it’s his fault and whatnot and I personally think that slap wasn’t because he’s a high born putting a low born in his place or whatever I think that slap was just to get na kyum in his right mind cause as you can see as seungho slapped na kyum you see that he calmed down a little and then clung onto seungho saying something (don’t understand Korean at all this is just what I got out of it from a visual perspective)

    gogo March 27, 2020 9:42 pm
    Finally a comment that I can fully agree on. I don’t know where these people get low born and high born from cause what I saw was that seungho was, well looked concerned when he say na kyum crying and then wh... gogo

    This a just what I think and I also think there’s still a good chance that this will have a happy ending just saying. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Rui_Vi March 27, 2020 10:11 pm
    Finally a comment that I can fully agree on. I don’t know where these people get low born and high born from cause what I saw was that seungho was, well looked concerned when he say na kyum crying and then wh... gogo

    Huuuhh? I dont know how you got that explanation from what I said lol. It's not what I was going for at all. I actually do believe he was putting Nakyum in his place, but also pissed that Nakyum yelled at him when in Seungho's mind he was only showing concern and being nice. But that's because Seungho is twisted and in his mind he has done nothing wrong to Nakyum, ever. Which is untrue.

    This has already happened before when Seungho raped Nakyum and Nakyum was having a bath. Seungho was "showing concern" by wiping away his tears and telling him to stop crying. But like...bro...why wouldnt he be crying when he just got abused and beaten by you? Seungho just seems to have selective memory or something lol Anyways Nakyum swatted his hand away, Seungho got pissed and choked? Nakyum telling him "dont get cocky just because ive shown you a bit of kidness". This is a repeat situation of that instance.

    I see no happy ending to any of this. At least not in the traditional sense.

    gogo March 27, 2020 10:31 pm
    Huuuhh? I dont know how you got that explanation from what I said lol. It's not what I was going for at all. I actually do believe he was putting Nakyum in his place, but also pissed that Nakyum yelled at him w... Rui_Vi

    No what I meant was that I agree to what you said before. What I wrote was what I thought.

    gogo March 27, 2020 10:36 pm
    Huuuhh? I dont know how you got that explanation from what I said lol. It's not what I was going for at all. I actually do believe he was putting Nakyum in his place, but also pissed that Nakyum yelled at him w... Rui_Vi

    He doesn’t really know how to deal with na kyum being emotional so he does it his way even tho it’s not the best way. Also could you just ignore what I wrote before( the very first comment) even tho it’s my opinion and I still agree to it, it doesn’t really fit in.

    Rui_Vi March 27, 2020 10:42 pm
    He doesn’t really know how to deal with na kyum being emotional so he does it his way even tho it’s not the best way. Also could you just ignore what I wrote before( the very first comment) even tho it’s... gogo

    Yeah got you. We all have our own opinions lol. This comment section is for everyone to share their interpretations. So no worries.