I was a kind surprise when Taku say that Jowoon was in love with him, H quite suprised and blushed.I think he took that J wanted only control him and this is only game to Jowoon. The reason is he is pessimist and because of J who told him that he is going to lose interest in other relationship. The other side we have the great J who is just awkward and afraid to lose H. That's why he starts this game until a new guy enter and did what J never did to him : listen to him, give him attention and say sweet words to him but too sad that's was just a part game of Taku for H to write the end of his story ( he want be take part and want to be the end ). The thing is that now he is in love with H that's cool but, he did the same thing that J did to him, to control him and a way more horrible than J. I think he need to focus more in his career and a gain self confidence about him, because he have a lot of toxic men around him and never considerate about H feeling neither T or J. I love J both of my heart he is my favourite guy in the manga, a lot of passion and intensity I never feel in the other manga. I love how he is pushy and selfish. I feel like the author is going to put J in the center of attention with his parents and H's employer who want use his reputation for rise H .I think J is going to quit his career for sure. I think H is going to be with T because he feel the love of T and want this kind of love ( I don't think he need this love but whatever) maybe they are going to move together to the State or Japan ( because his father want him to move to foreigner for the sake of his relationship with H mother).I don't know is all up the author.
This hurts. But the author is really doing a good job in telling this complicated love story. You can actually feel the emotion joowon is feeling and it makes you sad. They stuck in this ambiguous realtionship that cant never be resolved because if they want to move forward it means they would break apart the family that they values. And at the same time they cant move back either because know each other for far too long and they also have family bond that cant be severed and its like a stain that cant be erased. And so they stuck in this ambiguous realtionship and it kept break them apart inside especially jowoon because for him its always been only haesoo. Haesoo have other people he can use to forget things but joowon always been alone in his feelings. He also awkward and dont know what to do about his feelings and so he keep doing and saying things he dont mean and this makes the one he love misunderstand everything and its just sad
Im sorry for this long rambling but he just kinda reminds me of myself since i’m always saying things i dont mean to people i care about and can only regret things later