Pain is what feeds some of us and keeps us alive

Fujita Hitoshi April 11, 2020 2:19 am

Here we go crying again cos this hits home..... You guys blame Junwoo and hate on him. I felt that too but y'know what? I couldn't blame him. You can't blame him when you haven't gone through his pain. I have. I still do. It ain't easy to forgive. Even harder still to forgive yourself. To push yourself forward. To pat yourself on the back. All that requires phenomenal courage which is not easy to muster. He's trying tho. He's battling with himself to forgive Woo hyung and take his hand. He cares for him. But it's no easy feat. You guys need to understand that. It may seem like such an easy step for you to take. Just take his hand and kiss. But y'know what? No. Life doesn't work that way. Reality isn't that easy and so it makes you take side paths to reach the closest path out of the darkness.
They'll get through this. It's ok y'all. They'll save what they have. They both saved one another once. They'll do it again. They both took the longer route but that's of no importance as long as they make the big jump TOGETHER.

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    Tamaki April 11, 2020 2:29 am

    Reality is that hes hurt him, it's hard to take someones hand when ull still have those feelings of betrayal and it must've been painful to do so especially when he cares so deeply for him. Honestly I'd think I'd do the same and ur completely right, they'll find each other again after everything theyve gone through~

    Fujita Hitoshi April 11, 2020 2:39 am
    Reality is that hes hurt him, it's hard to take someones hand when ull still have those feelings of betrayal and it must've been painful to do so especially when he cares so deeply for him. Honestly I'd think I... Tamaki

    Ikr? People easily blame when they ignore what it is the person is literally going through. Betrayal in general is tough to move on so imagine how it is for the person is mentally crippled and broken..
    They got over the hardest obstacles. Now it's just a matter of self persuasion for Jun.
    Before I childishly lashed out at Woo but he had his emotional reasons.
    Summary: that's the way of dealing with raw reality. It can't get realer and more shallow than this. They'll get out of the tunnel an that's gonna be the sweetest truest feeling I'll ever get to feel thanks to them since I can't feel it myself.