I hope your mental health is doing better ! I'm dealing with chronic depression myself so I understand you(*^_^*) it's not easy for people to know how to deal with us and our mental mood swings
I also hope that you managed to get back in the groove with your bestie !
You're a strong person by putting this out there, and I know a lot of people deal with things differently so I hope you find whatever helps you go on in life. Keep fighting, not
really for others but for yourself. Find your happiness because if he did, then you too deserve it. And don't ever be afraid to seek help when you know you need it!
Thank you it's really improving but just a tiny bit. I know people will probably think a lot of things but you're a beautiful person inside out so don't pay them mind .
I hope so too but life don't ╮(￣▽￣)╭go the way we want hhhh
I can't express how much this means to me thank you alot I'm really trying to cope with it better. hobbies and music do wonders to your mental health. Unfortunately I don't think I can tell anyone I know in real life but I don't feel like I have to . I hope you find happiness in your life too
Mental health can't improve overnight!
:;(∩´﹏`∩);: but I'm fine with that. I'm at peace with myself and I really do have a soft spot for my fucked up twisted issues and devilish habits(*´ω`*)
Let's keep working on ourselves. Baby steps(*ゝωб*)b
I cried reading the last sentences. I know I relat but not much. I had a male best friend .i met him at a time when I'm was depressed and I lost a dear person while also dealing with bullying. But he was so funny and cool. I'm was scared bc why we become so close and we just met. ON INTERNET. We talked a lot about EVRYDAMNTHING! !. For three years. But my bad self esteem I never showed him myself and he didn't bother me more. Idk at some point the bullying got so bad that last year in hs I almost took my life. I didn't tell him even though I went on it and he went off for the first time. He called it pathetic and I agree but I'm wasn't IN a healthy head space. He kind of disappeared after showing just one few occasions to tell me How's so busy I said its okay. And he just disappeared more often. Till one day he told me he's been preparing for the student visa to go to this European country. AND SECCSUDED. I'm was so happy for him genuinetly. By now he already saw how I look and asked let's meet.FOR THE 50TH TIME HAHA. But I couldn't go bc I just KNEW he wasn't talking about next weekend but this weekend. Then he got mad and stopped talking. Since then we lost touch with e/o. Only commented on my 19birthday dress. I check his ig sometimes and he's really happy last updated was this gorgeous girl looking at the camera but giving her back to it.... Sorry guys for the rant but it's quarantine I'm kind of bored to