Ughhhh fuck my feelings

I can't seem to pinpoint what my actual feelings about this manhwa are.
My fujoshi side is kinda happy and my chest hurt when the stalker started to cry and fall apart but at the same time HHHHHH I wish the protagonist (sorry, I already forgot his name) would be freed from all the situation.
It's frustrating.
I wish I'd be less empathic towards literally anyone and I really wish I would not justify any ill behaviors under the name of "love" so that I won't be fooled once again, and it kinda hurts to admit i probably would have ended exactly like the guy did (and i wouldn't even have thought of revenge cause I'm a helpless dumbass) so that's probably what bothers me the most.

Fuck, do something, man!

But once again (besides rape of course cause that's literally unacceptable) my stupid mind tricks me into saying that it probably wasn't that bad -and I wanna punch myself for this- and so my dumb side is happy they're together in the end.
The rational one keeps screaming and yelling to burn this story to ashes and then bang my head on a wall.

Damn I hate complicated feelings.