
It's fiction dude, not real life. Please learn to differentiate between the two. You see people falling for FICTIONAL characters that do things you wouldn't forgive in real life.

his life was never going to be normal. he is a man that raped someone. can you imagine loving someone like that? someone that mentally and physically traumatized someone like that?
sex is something so personal and special in a relationship. i feel bad for his partner, and wonder if they know the truth about who they are married to.
SPOILER FOR NEW CHAPTER
JIHYUN IS ENGAGED even though he's psycho, I really really really wanted smb gor him to love him. And that he could love that person back and could change for him