Dude...You just wrote my feelings about all of this I can really understand what you mean and tbh I feel the same..
And don't ever call yourself a hopeless person u are amazing in your own way mah dude <33
I hope u have an amazing week and stay safe (⌒▽⌒)
LMAO ppl nowadays think that mental health is just something that can be thrown away—
Thank you for writing this because people need to understand the reason Minyul was acting that way and how it’s not right that Hyun ends up with the Uke
SPOILERS (and just straight up me ranting)
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Honestly, I feel like the plot was way too rushed because there was hardly any progression with Hyun until the second season. He was mainly just a background character for the whole story, and I'm sorry, (here comes me ranting) but people are saying "It's better he ended up with Hyun because Minyul is way too over protective" or "Minyul needs to go see a therapist" or "Minyuls not really mentally stable, so it's better MC ended up with Hyun". I mean, I'm sorry, but the fact that some people saying that literally piss me off. Trust me, when you've lost everything, you fall into a pit of constant dread and always either think "I'm okay. I can go another or" or "It's all my fault" because theres no one by your side to help you or tell you "It's all okay. You can yell at me all you want, I'll stay by your side" and sometimes that's just all you need, but no one, nor even your fucking parents give a shit about you, and I dont mean JUST your BLOOD family, I mean the family you CHOOSE to call family. Sure, normally family is blood relatives, but a REAL family is built with people who will stay by your side and trust you. And for the people saying him to go see a therapist, do you KNOW how HARD it is to reach out to someone ESPECIALLY when you feel like the whole world is against you and you dont trust ANYONE? You always have to deal with things alone and that's only just the shallow end of the ocean of self dread. Not everyone can reach out to someone especially when they feel so betrayed by their friends and family. I'm sorry. I know this is just fiction, but parts of it depicts real life scenarios and it hurts me to read some of these comments. To me, its literally the same as jokingly saying "go kill yourself lmfao" because you may not know it, but something like that cuts deep, especially when someone in a tough situation doesn't want to "burden" others with their problems. It's like saying "My mom yells at me and I cut myself, you wouldnt understand" and you're just standing their nodding and smiling while saying "Yeah you're right..." while hiding your wrists and bruises because you feel like your pain can never come close to what they're feeling. I'm sorry this was really long. I know I'm stupid for writing this and it's a waste of time for me to write this and for others to read it, but I just felt like I needed to get this out of my system. Lmao I'm sorry, I'm a hopeless idiot lol