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But that's exactly what I like about this whole story: the relationships are no where near fluffy and perfect or fated like in most yaoi stories... they're relatable.. They're real. As you said: fucked up people with jealousy and problems expressing themselves right, with obstacles in their way that have different origins like a job you simply had to do and relations you regret ever have formed... it#s so real and that's what makes all this so depressing but also so good
Gonna be honest.... Chang is kinda relatable when it comes to dealing with feelings and hurt and stuff like that......... Also when you look at things from his point of view its like, he loved Ed for a looong time but he gave up coz' he thought Ed is straight....... AND then he finds out he is actually doing gay porn and escort thingys (later on)................ For some fucked up reason I can understand why Chang acted the way he did (I mean agressivity and violance.... Not the rape alone.... I mean the jelousy) ........ Also author seems to ship main couple so much.... But their relationship is not so great either............... This story just started sooo great and now its just.............