
Honestly. I felt like their relationship was just really toxic. Aerak is constantly scarred by what heeno said to him and how he looked in middle school. Yet Heeno acts like he never did any of it and he was part of the issue on why Aerak was depressed and has trust issues. Imma just image like they talked out their past and help grow from it.

Right?! It was! Like you said, Aerak just constantly recalls the past and it chews away at his self confidence. He kind of has this ideology where Heeno could treat him ANY kind of way and he's fine with it as long as Heeno remains his because he thinks he loves him just that much. That's why he didn't even really get upset or throw a fit when Heeno cheated even though he hated it. I honestly just pity Aerak and Heeno's love seems so shallow. He fell in love because he was attractive? Like BAH

RIGHT! He deserved Aerak so much more. I honestly think that he just couldn't see he deserved him because of how little he thought of himself. Like he had been there from day 1 supporting and loving him openly but he couldn't see or acknowledge that because he was still caught up on Heeno's words. FUCKDATGUY
I'm really not a fan of Aerak(?) and Heeno. Some things just need to be said, honestly. Like, sure, he could have changed and become more mature but the truth of the matter is, he was absolutely nasty when he met the plump Aerak. It's okay to have a preference but his words were just plain mean. I was praying he would tell him about the past and move on, but suddenly they're old and happy together. Ugh.