I feel very confused for some reason lol

Me too (⊙…⊙ )

She is an idiot who did not even look at the person she was confessing to. Then she became a coward who only cares to save herself so she leads on the guy who loves her, while she has the hots for the blonde guy. And by a miracle, she has OP powers.

This is basically the whole story.

I know whats happening. What confuses me are my emotions about it (づ￣ ³￣)づ

This is just a guess but maybe frustration and anticipation for some awakening of common sense.

Bruh