That shows how kind she is. I mean you can tell how much she loves him yet she went through it so many times. She became good at controlling her reactions. I love it and I love how I'm already attached by literally just the prologue.
Spoilers:
MC’s Mom: Don’t worry i got you
P.s. MC might not have poisoned her but best believe she tried to get her sister on the not alive committee
Spoiler
Actually she just tries to save her sis in her other life times her sis died a couple of times and she thinks the reason why she is living this hell is bcz she has a duty to protect "heroine" and she couldn't
Oof well that sucks-
I'm holding myself back so much from reading those spoilers... ╥﹏╥
She’s lived so many lives yet she’s never pulled the whole poison her little sister thing? Geez girl step up ur game u have a role to play